Where Is It Chris Justice's poem: Viewed as a sinister citizen treated like a villain Based on the color of my skin I cringe underneath my feelings And the silent conversations with myself Contemplating d** letting my soul go for love Instead of searching for a buzz beneath an alcohol bottle I Hear the horrific aural sounds I keep trying swallow Down In the depths of my heart that's.. Overflowing with regrets and empty memories that doesn't mean anything To my psyche attempting unlock the secrets to life's beauty in the world of Polluted ignorance fill the atmosphere where Devastating tear drops create an asphalt of cracked hearts That Rot under the aurora of poverty Pawning souls for polished gold to behold Seemingly endless roads of violence Street corners under control of blue and red Sirens Corrupted minds worship liquor shrines To illuminate the Devine trinity of vices Is it in lavish expenses riding in Benzes with an devilish hypnotist As the wheel spins the youth follow the trial that never ends While we cringe under pressure chasing diamonds becoming defiant searching for Zion on cloud 9 only to find false hope The last resort to reside in the asphalt of violence Renegade tyrants throwing Molotov in riots We scream no peace because we wonder if it's in the Madness that manifest into a flaming catalyst Attempting to grasp the raptures presence Acquiring faith to help our restless spirits conflict with religion Suicide haunts the minds of our fellow mutants Seclude ourselves in heartbreaking illusions My bruised soul proven that I don't know where to look for it Like that eighteen year old who is still homeless on skid row Appearing at the store, with barely any clothes on her back Scared to get a grip with another sixteen year old who's trapped Imprisoned by anger writing in explicit detail about she going to k** her father As he Harbored her virginity in sea of broken realities drowned in the fallacy, where my thoughts failed to carry me I felt that god was a thief, for taking more family members away withering into a war that cries faith trying to create happiness using a 1000 words Then Submerge into reflection Learning how to love myself So I can give comfort to someone else Is it always resonating truth, I give myself to you I put my heart on a noose to show Love is living proof of my existence Time slips on wondering through my conscious About regretful nonsense In the thought process of paranoia living in fear with mental disorders Wanting soar above constellations Beyond a society that racist, and a system that degrades us we are gods of the universe life's creators Isaiah Wisechild verse: God of the universe, i create my everything Create realities, out of every dream nightmares don't scare, what the heavens bring Insecurities, the beauty in the better things Pinky rings, gold chains i just wanna sing r&b, open gates, so the angels sing Through clouds, through the smoke and sh** Open up the door, or i'm breaking it every barrier thats in my life every thing in the way, tryna take my life will i live to see the day, Couple kids and a wife In plus a f**in legacy that can carry my life Long pa** the greats of my life and time Long pa** your life, cause i'm makin mine Great things i speak came true with time great things i spoke came true through rhyme Whether its a speech or a couple of lines whether its a joint or a cup of the wine i should do it to the point were its over my mind or take that bottle, burn one, throw em' all behind