Chris Farren - Evaporate lyrics

I didn't mean to say it but I did so I guess here goes nothing: I don't look at you the same way anymore It echoes off these walls through every room of my old house And the windows ache from holding it all in If you knew me then you'd understand You have no idea who I am I'll disappear, evaporate, I'll be a distant memory You'll bury me, I'll suffocate I'll disappear, evaporate into the air And pray it goes away for good this time I ran out of things to talk about so I'm hiding in this bathroom stall Sending messages I know I shouldn't be I just wanna feel it one more time, that rush of blood right down my spine But it barely gets me high anymore It barely gets me high anymore I'll disappear, evaporate, I'll be a distant memory You'll bury me, I'll suffocate I'll disappear, evaporate into the air and pray it goes away For good this time