Choke - Slow Fade lyrics

And the best thing right now Is the fact that I'm picking it up again Despite random thoughts of the end of it Shallow comfort That relieves me of doubt And suppresses the lure of security Sedating the call of reality Shelved intentions Seldom mentioned Can I stay put for now So the mess is now piling up again And I shovel it under the rug again Shallow comfort 'till the stress starts to show And I'll struggle under the scrutiny Of what I thought was infinity Shelved intentions Back in question But it's the best thing for now And the best thing right now Is the fact that I'm picking it up again Despite random thoughts of the end of it Shallow comfort That relieves me of doubt And I'll struggle under the scrutiny Of what I thought was infinity Shelved intentions Back in question But it's the best thing for now And I won't Count days Slow fade This living is sound And I trust There's ways To maintain These truths that I know ...'cause it's all that I know