Cho$en The Emcee - Can't Lie lyrics

[Intro] This here not a preview.. Of what my tape gonna bring you Just me and my confessions Here to open some eyes and answer some questions.. [Verse 1] Can't lie to you I'm full of nothing but flaws Like Rock said we all human but what does it cost? What does it cost to be flawed? Knowing the whole world is ours How bout a round of applause for the ones on they job Still working to acting perfect becoming closer to God And ones claim to be real mainly be the frauds I wrote this song sleeping in the back of my mom's car Driving back to my hometown never knew was so far Seeing all my cousins and brothers I'll try not to smother them when I hug em It's been a minute no lie Trying to hold back these tears My n***a, It's been some years Sitting at my grandmother's table eating food that she prepared This past semester spread some blood shed some tears I know y'all can relate, them final grades were a scare Now I'm back home on the other side where failures my fear Waiting on financial aid playing musical chairs They tried to ask me, do you want to graduate an Aggie, sh** gladly Anything to make my momma happy And I can't lie this party life ain't too shabby Girlies with fattys just begging to call me daddy... [Hook] I can't lie to you I can't lie to you I can't lie to you No, I won't lie to you [Verse 2] Looking back just mistakes of the young and dumb Like times when my goals revolved around getting some Trading love for lust feeling empty after its done Tying my feelings in the rubbers right after I cum Sitting, reflecting on what my Granny used to say Her pa**ing, really felt like it lasted a couple days I can feel her soul watching me every time I pray Telling me to be the role model that most people never be I can imagine, growing without a dad it's sad Cause he wasn't ready for a child instead Then he fled, it's sad Just images of a black man Now our father figures are the rappers and the hype men Now they wonder why, generation Y, will never thrive Mama struggling with rent, 2 jobs, working that 9 to 5 Stuck with nothing left but to look up at the skies Excuse me if there's tears in my eyes It's been some years since I really cried [Hook] I can't lie to you I can't lie to you I can't lie to you No, I won't lie to you [Outro] What if school ain't for me? What if rapping ain't in my story? What if I fail like the ones that came in before me I can't lie this thought is k**ing me on the inside I come to realize my life is only what I make it But when my time comes best believe I'm gonna take it Dudes they claim to know me but barely know my trip But fail to see me as what I am... God's gift.. I can't lie to you...