Chimaira - Options lyrics

A slave to my thoughts daily I finally lost my craving Need this to end real soon You come then you go away No way I can make it through this Can you feel my heart fade away? Do you remember what it was like when you told me no? Feeling I can't figure me out I'd try but I'm not allowed Where do I go from here now? My friends can't explain this to me When I see you I don't see me I feel I'll never gain Your affection is a must to me But reflections of past life won't let me be Right now all hope is lost Do you remember what it was like when you told me no? Feeling I can't figure me out I'd try but I'm not allowed Where do I go from here now? Save some for me There's still blood for nine