Chill Bump - Just Walking lyrics

Yeah I just started smoking It's hard to cope with My soft little heart is broken I'm home alone like Macauly Culkin. Wake up every morning sulking waiting for the local bar to open And I'm such a lazy mess Waiting for d**h to end this crazy mess and put my pain to rest. Sometimes I reach out to the side of the bed but all I find is plenty empty vodka bottles instead What we had was truly that unique; The school teacher, the musician, The beauty and the beast. But I was always on the road seeing dudes I had to meet, getting hammered after shows and having groupies at my feet. Its crazy! When all these ladies place you on a pedistal Poke they little tiddies out and claim you are incredible. Stupidness loosed it with confidrnce I had when one day my baby caught me packing condoms in my bag Yeah I just started drinking To calm the tension And not to mention stop me thinking My body's stinkin' And I get washed in a minute I'll get evicted next month But I dont wanna admit it sh** And I'm such a lazy mess waiting for d**h to end this crazy mess and put my pain to rest. Sometimes I reach out to the side of the bed but all I find is empty Hieniken cans and bottles of red I heard she was seeing a police office, I'm sure he's soft Plus what more could he offer her? I started stalking her I confronted the man He punched and pushed me and I plunged like the p**y drunk that I am My honey was hollering "get up and then scram!" Pity is all I feel A dollar bill was scruntched in my hand She left me like a helpless freak But with no self esteem Who's doom to dream about his powerlessness, rub one out and then cry himself to sleep