Children Of Bodom - Under Gra** And Clover lyrics

Flashback from the night before Was it the other day, I couldn't say It's all coming in pieces But before you know they just fade away Goddamn! What did I hear, what'd I do? Where did I go and how'd I get there? I know... I'm too far gone A deadbeat, a travesty What's my strategy? f** me, there's blood on my hands That's nothing new but now they're shaking too Everything's soaked in sweat Here comes the "forgive and forget" Who should I forgive? Forget that plan I really don't give a damn I just need my fix, I'm dying Break out the bottle and stop crying And the calm washes over My soul drying my tears Under the gra** and clover A new sense of hope appears Choking - breathing exhaust Hard to keep an even keel Shot - boiling mercury It burns so bad yet I can't feel Choking - breathing exhaust Hard to keep an even keel Sweating - boiling mercury It burns so bad yet I can't feel Walking - in a mine field Tired of keeping my eyes peeled Shot - to hell and fried No heaven, evermore denied And the calm washes over My soul drying my tears Under the gra** and clover A new sense of hope appears