Chicosci - In Response: A Senseless Act Of Beauty lyrics

Is this what I've been reduced to now Forgive me, I know not what I do When venom escapes my lips, knives meant for this savor It's been hard keeping up Your arms cradle anyone but me One voice strikes down anything I wanted to be It's a mistake, dying for these sins A lavish mistake for waking You gave me neither heart nor wings Senseless; who is this I'm calling to When blood flows from my side White lights they turn away It's been so hard lift me up Your arms cradle anyone but me One voice strikes down anything I wanted to be It's a mistake, dying for these sins A lavish mistake waking up again Turning into the fallen; turning into myself "Raise me up again"