Chibi - Scars lyrics

Verse 1 [Kerdy] Welcome to my past Please take a seat To the left you have the shouts ...and the beats And the words that... Shouldn't have been spoken To the right... All the dreams that have been broken Oh I forgot! Please feel at home But do you realize.... That you're home alone? Verbal abuse....from people often Is like a slap to the face Macaulay Culkin Let me show you to the living room Watching dad struggle as he trying to get his business through The rent is due... fees too But you should never bad mouth the hand that feeds you He put food on the table Give thanks and be grateful If everybody a blessing then tell me, why do they hate you? Know you try to stay faithful... Copy the preachers what they do But all you can remember is the pain that they gave you Chorus There's pain inside I never show But I think its time I let em know I can't hold on I'm letting go I think its time I let em know Its time I let em know Verse 2 [Ase T] My Mother told me forgive and forget But how can I forget when the scar is staring back with regret Why did I let it happen And why didn't I see the pattern They took all the shots Tell me why didn't I see the canon Now I'm being forced to live with the constant reminder That there's so many snakes So watch out for the people behind ya They'll do everything they can to stop you from going higher Cut your arms and legs off when they see that you're a climber Leave you with open wounds Never come close to you And just imagine that's from people that were close to you I'm in the vocal booth Tryna stay focused through the pain Tryna paint a perfect picture When inside there's a broken you S for the sorry apology to the people C for the care I show so that I see the sequel A, R Always Remember What's in the past Another S, another lesson that I hope I will grasp Chorus There's pain inside I never show But I think its time I let em know I can't hold on I'm letting go I think its time I let em know Its time I let em know Verse 3 [Kerdy] I feel trapped in my thoughts with nobody to help me The doc told me to pop a pill to feel healthy He said take this or take that Pain from injections I would rather get a face tat,. Birthed on the first floor Born to perform till the hearse call When your friend stabs you in the back man it hurts more! I'm going mad up on a track You better watch your mans or they'll stab you in the back I was brought up in the church Hallelujah I been up in the dirt What's it to ya? I seen a lot of n***as from the other side Say they ride They ain't with me when my mother cried Growing up I ain't never been a rich kid So I faked me just to get accepted Look at all the time that I invested With vice filled friends got infected Chorus There's pain inside I never show But I think its time I let em know I can't hold on I'm letting go I think its time I let em know Its time I let em know