Cheyenne Jackson - Don't look at me lyrics

Look at me am funny, look at me am sad Look at me am sunny, look at me am bad But it's an illusion all I can't be maybe am loosing me Don't want to be let down, 'cause baby I am drowning It's pulling me under, lend me a hand today. Don't look at me am tired, don't look at me alone For all that I desire, a place that I belong But it's an illusion all I can't be Maybe am loosing me Don't want to be let down, 'cause baby I am drowning It's pulling me under, lend me hand today Am afraid to be, am afraid to flee, afraid to shine a light on me, afraid to be afraid, eternally , don't look at me , don't want to be let down, 'cause baby I am drowning , its pulling me under, lend me a hand today.