Chemlab - Chemical Halo (Bruised Regeneration) lyrics

Chemical halo Burning bright in a sodium haze All meaning is lost But this confusion remains I'm going to tear myself apart If I can't get myself together And spread my pieces around like waste And give my gift of stormy weather Every time I move I feel like something's broken Every time I laugh I feel like maybe I'm choking I know you'd laugh too but it's not that funny anymore I kissed the floor on my way down A match head burning out on the frozen ground I just want to thank every one of you For all the things that you don't do For the stab in the back For the kick in the face For the pain in the neck And all the shame and disgrace For the spit in the eye And all the things you say And all the head games you play For the agony and the parody For the pain infliction and drug addiction You give them so much strength When you show you're weak Please don't rattle your chains It's better when you're meek Here comes another bad trip Another life of no sleep Another storm in the dark With the sky pouring down Every creature will drown This time there will be no Noah's Arc