Chelsea Cutler - Snow in October lyrics

Feelings will change but I never feel enough And time heals in waves but won’t fill the holes you dug Memories fade but I hold onto my love I stay awake wishing on stars above I try not to think about the ways that it’s coming down The things I was feeling then, I don’t wanna feel again Deep breaths coming in and out, one kick and I’m coming down The things that I never said, I don’t wanna hold them in It snowed in October when I wanted rain I don’t think I’m changing but I don’t feel the same And all of my pieces that I gave away I’m burning my body so I can stay warm I tried to grow but I never change enough I tried to be whole but somebody pulled the plug All that I was crumbled beneath your weight Days turn to night and love withers into hate I try not to think at all, the room never felt so small I heard all the words you said, coloring my bones in red Have we lost the coast line yet? How deep does the water get? The waves go above my head, I don’t wanna hold my breath It snowed in October when I wanted rain I don’t think I’m changing but I don’t feel the same And all of my pieces that I gave away I’m burning my body so I can stay warm