Checho - The Lonely Song lyrics

I'm so down I just lost my main girl Need to find my self So lost in the pain My body gets the chills, if you could only understand A whole upstairs to myself, I'm crying alone again Took your picture off my phone, always my wallpaper Ain't no use of crying now, I know I'mma bawl later 'Membering better days, you were my one and only Miss that in so many ways, feels like I'm dying slowly I'm trying so hard, but still my eyes melt I'm crying so hard, my tears taste like sweat I'll tell you, it ain't easy to be without a fear That I will turn into a monster and not shed a tear But I got new girls now, and you can't handle that Some things were lost and found, now we can't get ‘em back I can't handle this, wanna kiss away your lips Wanna rip away my ears, can't bare the sound I can't bare the sound, can't bare the sound Just take it away, just take it away This ringing in my ear, it ain't the telephone Or a specific sound, I'm just a lonely boy It's just too hard to find, when you don't wanna try And I don't wanna sigh, I don't want any crying Trying to try again, sequence always changing Never anticipate, so sick of waiting This pain is in my chest, I wish I was an etch-n-sketch Shake it to erase and draw something to replace it I'm drawing circles now and none of them are perfect My mind is drawing blanks, I'm just a good pretender I'm in love with the music, and the love for the girls there must be But I don't want the girls that want me, and the girls I want don't trust me Why can't things work, just like I want them to But misery is what I see, my eyes are only glistening There is no need for reasoning, I don't know what the reason is The loneliness is easing in, please, tell me, are you listening?