So filled with hate I can't swallow my pride For too long I've carried this thing inside I close my eyes And see more clearly Don't need your words To know you truly When you look at yourself what do You find Everything you've made up in your Mind Do you see what i see Your life, disguised Do you see what i see Yourself you've synthesized It's been a lie After all this years It's been a lie Hiding your f**ing fears It's been a lie Got used to it somehow It's been a lie It's always been a f**ing lie Means to an end Means to an end