Cheap Sober - Greedy lyrics

Cheap Sober I name this track, "Greedy" [Verse 1: Cheap Sober] My visions blurred from drinking all week So sick of living [?] dripping worse from bigger hits of the weed My ambitions burnt simply cause I stink of the grief The filthy need to be turn into a typical freak I'm digging dirt cause I know no better My mind is the rain inside this loco weather Never go home never, never show no leisure I smoke cones in broke homes to break pressure This is no lecture, just my life as it is Its a crossword, a puzzle, its a mind boggle quiz My friends can't believe the slime that I grovel in Its bothering them and my whole offering And I stare into darkness, prepare for reality I scared but I'm heartless I dared them to battle me Never spared my morality To be another animal scavenging on gravity [Hook](x2) I can't handle it - I gave in Alone with candles lit - I stay thin Greedier than anyone I know So I grow to be alone [Verse 2: Cheap Sober] I'm a lonely trucker Heading a lonely supper In a area where the b**hes know they're stuck up I'm the only s**er without a home for tucker Every where I go I seem to slowly f** up My brains going insane I've only got myself to blame My drive all day, Im tired, I'm drained From all this sh** that comes my way Im f**ing dazed, put on weight from my laziness Will i ever escape from this craziness? From this haziness I bleed quick From clean hits[?] from these shivs[?] blood streams of green[?] sh** I leave this and try go somewhere different Leave all this f**ing pain that I've inflicted I run far away from the daze from the pictures [?] Leave the old girlfriend plus the offsider b**hes [Hook](x2) [Verse 3: Cheap Sober] The girls don't look twice at me no more I've decreased my beef but they still don't call They need metro freaks and f**ing Emo shorts But f** that I'm an MC the meanest sort Ima clean this store and make this sh** happen f** relationships, f** happiness and f** rapping I love rapping but can't seduct to my lump sum packet Now I can't afford a mic or a rust jacket I jump f*ggots over dumb bu*t habits Im a young [?] Jumping over bumpy bump [?] patches I can't hack it I need rehabilitation And a difference in this villain can't feel a nation[?] Start to get a lil bit brittle ittle[?] and impatient I'm middle age and feeling this payment I'm stated thats worthless, bankrupt and stupid I can't take this its so brutal and ruthless [Hook](x2)