[Verse 1] Yeah, I been waiting all my life Yeah, no more trying to decide Yeah, it's been this way for a while Yeah, I'm no longer in denial Never been down this road before Yeah, I made it this far alone No thoughts of selling my soul, my soul I kicked down every closed door, closed door [Pre-Hook] They said no, we said now We made it some how Through the ups and the downs Cliche as that may sound [Hook] We made it We made it somehow No more turning back now Made it all worth the while We made it, we made it somehow (x2) Somehow, we made it somehow We made it, we made it somehow Somehow [Verse 2] And I remember back when, yeah back then when I almost gave up on this rap sh** Tired of dreaming of having it and not having it man I done had enough I'm a daddy now man this sh** for real and I'll be damned if she go through the sh** I did God forbid no place to live cause your family don't support what you do And you ain't trying to get a 9 to 5 cause your driving pride won't let you do it It's all temporary, you so close to it n***a don't lose it Since jesse died I ain't been the same , not long ago I just talked to him He said bro when you make it big can you promise me that you'lll never change I remember that like it was yesterday said he was done gang banging Had a new born he was dream chasing, it was paying off I was proud of him Always talked about doing big things, a hood n***a rich dreams Never doubted him being the one to do it, just so caught up in this cold world Like a week later my phone rang 6am November, 21 Telling me that my n***a gone this can't be right, this can't be life It's all wrong still can't believe but I still feel you Yeah said I still hear you, I feel empty, I feel guilty I can't lie You did the right sh** for the right reasons, don't nobody care And when you need help from the ones you helped out ain't nobody there Yeah I ain't complaining dog i'm just being real you know life ain't fair I'm just telling n***as you better be prepared for the worst I swear They say I'm losing it, I can't hold my liquor and I party too much that ain't got sh** to do with it It's a lot going on in my personal opinion they don't know what to do with me Said my fam gave up said I'm way too much no time for the foolishness lord Let go of me lucifer lord Look, back to my ways like back to the days when I would smoke newports and ride through the tre Talking to Kris about how we gon change for me maintaining was never the aim Then we would laugh about how Keith put us out, start living with roaches we went on a drought n***as was hurting was hungry for real I was a warrent away from the jail Almost lost my brother to power of p**y and spent all my money on liquor and Nell Damn I held that sh** down, but she got a son now And my love is nowhere to be found but if I got it she got it somehow I just found peace knowing I did it better I pray that these feelings don't haunt her forever, I...swear