Chayshaun - Underwater lyrics

[Verse 1: Chayshaun] I'm staying Underwater because I don't wanna surface I've learned to love the swimming cause it's where I found my purpose Somehow I've managed to make myself forget where the earth is Cause I don't wanna step on land, I swear my lungs are worthless One day I stopped breathing, and then I forgot I had to I used to hate reading but I've got to where I'm glad to The pages of this book hold up best when they're wet Cause when they're dry, I can't even make out what it says Like Once upon a time, my heart got frozen Cracked and broken, once upon a rhyme until it got stolen By those who tried to mend it over, empty promises Are what came from their mouth that made me worse than doubting Thomas is Like "I see you God, but I don't want a part in this You led my family right to where the stormy water is." So I started searching for a quick release cus I was bitter Took me long enough to learn the only peace was in the center [Verse 2: Chayshaun] I see plenty people floating over me on boats Shaken in the storms, scared to d**h that they won't make it home Running from the rain, so afraid that it will k** their hope When truth be told, it's been freezing over cause the wind is cold I see people that used to be here with me everyday Then they left me behind to go and find an easier way And plenty others don't get why under here's where I stay But I believe and know The One who put me in this place And I still see His Light, so I let it lead me deeper I used to try to tread the water but that made me weaker So now some people come to me to for help like they're beginners Then they try to drown me cause they think that I'm a perfect swimmer Yeah, but there's beauty in the change The same water never comes to form the same wave It's always moving but there's one thing that remains GOD's hand will keep guiding this wave as it breaks So I'm underwater