Chasing Safety - No Way To Live lyrics

It's not in your head while sleeping The sound of your parents screaming I'll wait for you to turn out the lights Sadness is all that is surrounding You run and hide so frantically From faces no one seems to see They make you wish that you were dead That's no way to live, that's no way to live My hands are steady My heart lacks a beat My veins are cold as ice My blood only knows I know nothing but disease I'm not the one giving up How can I make it back to the basics? Of growing up and moving on Somewhere that I belong To feel invincible I have to pump my veins with this disease It's the only way to hide the shaking of my knees I'm afraid (I'm afraid) I'm so scared (I'm so scared) I cant bare to see the shadows down the stairs Well I'll take a moment To live this life from inside your body I'll trade my soul with yours Live your life with no closed doors It's a shame that no one's done this before I'm not the one giving up How can I make it back to the basics? Of growing up and moving on Somewhere that I belong I'm not the one giving up (I'm not the one giving up) I'm not the one giving up (I'm not the one giving up) Don't give up on me (Don't give up on) I've convinced myself I won't go to hell When I die because I'm living in it I've convinced myself I won't go to hell When I die because I'm living in it It's not in your head while sleeping The sound of your parents screaming I'll wait for you to turn out the lights Turn out the lights (Don't Turn out the lights!) I'm not the one giving up How can I make it back to the basics? Of growing up and moving on Somewhere that I belong