Chasing Safety - This Is Hell lyrics

It's not my fault no But it's how it has to be Fought through thick and thin But my skins not as tough as it was back then This is not the way I thought it be Lost lives and broken memories I laid my head down yours then lifted up You floated through the door forgetting what you loved It's how it has to be This is hell I need more broken knees won't fix what's torn With every word you say the further I fall away from you It pains me more and more the further I fall away from you I told you once or twice I told you what you meant to me I said I'd stay right here but this is not my home Tamed riot false silence angry at the world for one liar Soft spoken weights loaded upon my back where it Lied when you locked the door It's how it has to be This is hell I need more broken knees won't fix what's torn With every word you say the further I fall away from you It pains me more and more the further I fall away from you Stay quiet I've been here since you went down that road Now the only thing that matters is saving my poor soul I found out on my own stay in line you must abide the rules Of life were shown wait for my only home to come back It's surely lost I can't be on my own wait for my only home to Come back its surely lost I can't be all alone It's how it has to be This is hell I need more broken knees won't fix what's torn With every word you say the further I fall away from you It pains me more and more the further I fall away from you