[Verse 1] Welcome to my crazy You can call me crazy Cuz crazy's what this life And all these situations made me Suffering through trials and tribulations On the daily made it out in one piece But mental scars they run deep Went from being dead broke to never coming out of it Stuck collecting all of your pride And have to swallow it Watching people committing crimes and getting away While I'm tryna live my life by the book And can't catch a break Making mistakes tryna avoid making mistakes But so used to it now I enjoy making mistakes The life of a rebel dance twice with the devil Can't fight with the devil so live your life as a devil I swear the more you do good The more they gonna sh** on you But judge you once you go bad Y'all can lick my gonads Drinking on some more jack Yeah this life is so sad But you won't see me toe tagged Yet ROCK THE BEAT [Hook] ROCK THE BEAT [Verse 2] And Ill tell you whats crazy Being the glue that holds your family But none of your family wanna be held up They wanna be carried First thing they do is have they hand out when you see em But some reason you can't get a damn thing when you need em And my mom stressing so f**ing much with this life That it gave her diabetes breast cancer and hepatitis c Plus arthritis in her right knee I swear I'm living a script written by spike lee In the early 90s And I'm the only one that went to those appointments Missing days of school just to get to those Appointments Operating on you I was right there in the room And they got the nerve to twist up they face Like y'all despise me But pay attention to where you rolling your eyes Cause sooner or later you'll see All these friendships die And once people finish using you for whatever Don't even think of looking at me And come running over to brother Cuz you couldn't play me then And you ain't gonna play me now See I was kinda looney then But I'm really crazy now So if you ain't like me then You gone surely hate me now Taking shots of brandy and Whiskey To calm me down See I'm tryna get my life back On the right track take a breath I got these issues in my brain And they ain't never left I'm on edge and I'm afraid to take another step I may just leap to see what happens next See I spent 3 years with a b**h That took my mind from me wind for me I'm dummy yeah I got it all But not at all thinking that I loved her But I really was just blinded by the idea Plus that a** ain't make it any easier The whole time all I cared about Was pleasing her anything to make her crack a smile I'm talking even a little joke On how her lips poke when I be teasing her But she won't do the same thing so Looks like I'll be leaving her If I can have it back and do it over again I would probably do it different And we would've never been I'll never do it again Never will I repeat Cuz I never would've fell off my feet b**h ROCK THE BEAT