Charlotte O'Connor - Choice lyrics

[Verse 1] I wanna feel your pain Your loss becomes my gain Oh my, oh my I want the shame you feel I want the same for me Won't mind, don't mind Could have security, but that would make me weak Just drop me now, you know I'm dying to hit the ground [Chorus] 'Cause if I had the choice You would k** me into heaven, heaven, heaven All that noise, I hear everybody talking Let them, let them feel my force 'Cause if I had the choice As if I have the choice [Verse 2] 'Cause if it doesn't hurt How would it ever work? I've tried, I've tried If all the love we made was just to keep me safe Oh lies, oh lies [Chorus] 'Cause if I had the choice You would k** me into heaven, heaven, heaven All that noise, I hear everybody talking Let them, let them feel my force [Middle 8] 'Cause I know how it ends In your dad's car sitting in the layby With my makeup down my face and your eyes bone dry Oh, it's just how it always goes One of us wants it more than the other does [Chorus] But if I had the choice You would k** me into heaven, heaven, heaven All that noise, I hear everybody talking Let them, let them feel my force If I had the choice As if I have the choice