Charlotte OC - Blue Boy lyrics

[Verse 1] Summer '18, blue daydream Red wine and oranges Spring '19, there's no denying I'm (?) could be in love [Pre-Chorus] My skin colder when you wouldn't hold me in bed I would believe it when you said it's all in my head [Chorus] Over (?) You were the ocean and the sky up above Kept trying Holding on to what was left of our love Blue boy, you really did this today My blue boy, I don't have anything left [Verse 2] Winter '19, girls fighting Closed up and shut the door Summer '20 was when you left me You took away my keys to yours [Pre-Chorus] My skin colder when you wouldn't hold me in bed I would believe it when you said it's all in my head [Chorus] Over (?) You were the ocean and the sky up above Kept trying Holding on to what was left of our love Blue boy, you really did this today My blue boy, I don't have anything left [Verse 3] 'Cause you thought I was liar You thought that I was always telling you wrong I couldn't have put you higher You're in every verse in every song Yeah I thought we were good babe I thought that we would have it all Dancing on a throne yeah, in a game of love [Chorus] Over (?) You were the ocean and the sky up above Kept trying Holding on to what was left of our love Blue boy, you really did this today My blue boy, I don't have anything left [Verse 4] Out in 20, feeling heavy But I still think of you with love You really hurt me, but I'm nearly 30 Add you know I never hold a grudge