Charlotte Church - Back to Scratch lyrics

Down on my luck once more, out on a limb Over things I thought I knew for sure and you Yeah you were fundamentally too flawed to give what you received and you believed that I was yours to keep And I tell myself "hold on, slow down, girl is this me going back to scratch, again And oh you'll know it in the dead of night you're back to scratch, right back to scratch" Here in the heading days, love on a whim It's only a thing I'm sure, his daunting gaze will fade Then I am left on my lonesome & I'm not as young as I'd like My heart is slipping thru my fingers Though the hope of love still lingers I just pray that he will find me now, today and wait a minute, "hold on, slow down, girl is this me going back to scratch, again and oh you'll know it in the dead of night you're back to scratch" Now he's gone, I guess I'll carry on There's nothing else that I can do Suns will rise and set and rains will fall But when they fall on me, they won't on you I can't hold on to this love I'm going back to scratch, again and here I'm laying in this lonely night I'm back to scratch, again, again, again, again And I can't hold on to this love, I'm going back to scratch, again and here I'm laying in this lonely night I'm back to scratch, right back to scratch