Charles Hamilton - So Tired lyrics

[Intro: Chad] Uh All the pain I see You gotta strive for something More friendly Don't be lazy [Verse 1: Chad] It's been a long time still patient with this rapping Still second guessing like "is it gonna happen?" I can't be depressed Let me catch my breath, if I drop the pen and pad then it's pain up in my chest [?] d**h to success in this sh** that I see We all know, when you on top there's envy But I need that new Bentley, doing one fifty [?] Know that Imma hustle till them n***as come get me And the grind won't get me where the bars don't send me I'm always driving just to get it, me and Charles is committed This is more than a gimmick, pure bars by the minute So n***a you should listen, the kid is really gifted Give a f** about the stars cause the sky is the limit [Hook: Charles and Chad] X 2 The things I've said, the things I did I've made mistakes but now I'm so tired While you can't laugh at d**h and cry at birth Never said you can't do it till you try it first [Verse 2: Charles Hamilton] Twenty seven hour days, haven't showered in days My world is Shakespearean hope tahou arth amazed Full course meal is Mountain Dew a f**ing brownie and haze Yet still I'm not all about getting paid My mouth is a gauge My brain is a banana clip Can't think in airports cause they might try to slam me in a cell somewhere Think I got an apartment at hell somewhere Mama I love you, but you the main source of my pressure I spit crack but it's important to measure my work by my Pyrex, mother Mama for you, I would quit rap But you raised up a rebel So if you said stop the only way that i would stop is if I died from head shots I'd still keep rocking even if the bread stops Even when the hood stops saying Demev's hot Even these white people stop saying Demev rocks This sh** is in my blood, that's why I do it heavily That time I cut my wrist I swear to god I heard a melody Call me what you want but I'm something that you'll never be Charles Hamilton the biggest paradox you'll ever see (keep giving it a hundred percent) (I don't know how much i got left) [Hook] X 2 [Interlude: Charles and Layvelle] I stand in the line of fire But yet I'm so cold But yet I'm so bold But yet I'm so scared (I'm so scared) I stand with the wigs of an angel But yet I can't fly But yet I can't cry But yet I can't die (I can't die) I'm here forever [Hook] X 2 [Outro: Layvelle Wims] I'm tired of the pain I'm tired of the way I'm tired of the game, I'm tired of the I'm Tired Yea Yeah Ooooh yea yeah Uuuuuh huhh I'm so tired