Charles Hamilton - Return to Sender (Pink Within) lyrics

I love my life and all the people in it But sometimes I feel as though the real is creeping in me Don't understand it? Fine I wanna channel my mind of pain into a minor game So why should I complain with all the lives I was given Silent and strange No one knew the pink wearing, geek era Streets every week never seen, unidentified Then I find my thoughts are just a fist And then I begin to brawl within the sense To fall within the b**hes that all think you could give But it's the law that you should live Me and my mind have this argument again It's all because of sin But even Charles gets lost in Charles So come along and get lost with Charles and just... I want you to see the pink within If you thought it was dead, then think again Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away Just my own worst enemy Cause it just comes into me For the longest I was the strongest but didn't know it I had the heart but mental bombers are there to explode it Notice I wasn't trying to make anyone suffer Immune enough to lose any bloods**er Gotta live, gotta breathe Not again, set me free I forgive, I perceive, I forbid, I deceive I am Him-ness indeed, this is God, Mr. Hamilton You are living together, you're in my image and presence So just get it together I know you've been through the weather to make you pick up umbrellas This is just never when you drift to whenever I make you imagine and you believe it And that's the reason for believing all of the secrets Of creeping, seeking, deep in, but in the end You gotta understand, you are who you are I guess in essence, I am who you are And never far I want you to see the pink within Thought it was dead, then think again I want you to see the pink within If you thought it was dead, then think again Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away Just my own worst enemy Cause it just comes into me So much has changed, it's all an illusion The smog and pollution, it's all in the music The problem is used to the one that's right in front of him Everybody come to him cause they all want to get something then Something else, nothing helps, you see my f**ing help? If I touch you, I could f**ing melt But as a younger me, I wasn't scared to touch myself Being touched and felt by inspirations in my life Penetration in your mind, is it rape or is it crime It makes no sense to make a fist, I couldn't write with things I'm right again, my inner good is what I like to send My vitamin is knowing that this life again Homie, so try again while I imagine this is night Fight the wind, light the end with a candle This is a fire you can handle I want you to see the pink within If you thought it was dead, then think again Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away. Don't ever run away Just my own worst enemy Cause it just comes into me I feel like my mind is split into 3 parts You know growing up I learned that I was made in God's image And I also learned to appreciate love me as Charles Hamilton And I've also learned to grow and appreciate reality So I'm ready to say anything, it's my life, it's my world Don't ever run away, don't ever run away, it's the breaks I can't God out of me and I can't take reality out of me And all I can do is be the best Charles Hamilton I can be, so holla But God created me. And all you got is me I'm out