Charles Hamilton - Charles Hamilton Is Suicidal lyrics

[Intro] Lately I've been trying to get straight to the point Ya know what I'm sayin', no ad libs But...it's whatever [Verse 1] Went to the bar after I got the news that I'm not the blue So I had a lot of Blue Lagoon Just sippin', listenin' to songs, tryin' to do it different Look, I wasn't pimpin' in the position of Sonic which is to bring sound But my entire cloud hit the ground And it rang out loud I ain't got no rings now You could all say it was Bryana's fault My thank god she's not my baby momma's fault I laugh about it all All my fans are true kids and Grown ups don't know who dude is I do this sh**, I love my music And people get offended when I love to do the sh** Because I might diss 'em, I might snap Just as long as they write back, my night cap [Hook] Mr. Jukebox play a song to get mad to Mr. Jukebox play a song to get sad to On my arm I carve no room for tattoos So Mr. Jukebox play a song to get bad to [Verse 2] Just think about how depressed a young kid would be If he found out he was a character in history And then found out all that sh** was weak It was a lie, totally whack I felt like growin' my 'fro back and undoin' crap But 2008 was the year I ruined rap Now I went from the blue to black Burnin' in hell, so who will be back? I'm a spawn of Satan now And it hurts because that means all to Satan now Watch me break it down God, I say it loud, "Help me, and let me try and shake this out of me" And then I realized Dilla has a song called "Shake It Down" I been beat, concrete Nothing more for me to say, honestly I just hope I can have another gla**, for free [Hook] [Verse 3] At this point, nothin' can make me happy So therefore once I go to the jukebox, yo get at me Pat Boone was the first display The worst I'd say and it was the perfect day But he was singing about America That's red, white, and blue The exact same color of the character I'm starin' at And I'm pissed because I ain't got no character I'm there in fact And I came there and back Went there, then it's fair It's insincere to say I don't care, in fact Because, once again, who am I starin' at? Is it Nicki Minaj? I don't care if it's fat But *sigh* f** What I once was has me stuck And I'm totally pissed As I sip on this cup It's more of that Blue Lagoon stuff [Hook]