Charles Hamilton - Motivational Speaker Was My First Job Of Choice lyrics

[Intro] I bet y'all don't even know how emotional I really am... [Verse 1] Just recently I did a song with my mom Now y'all know what the blog is on And you see where I got it from To be honest, I still feel dumb Feeling numb, wanting to smile, remembering pain Remembering change, still remembering my name And I freestyled when my mom grabbed the pen Which is my claim to fame Migraine's, OK. Please give me room to decay! Let me remember some sh** which could make me fade away From this pouting phase The "Moving Mountains, but I doubt it" phase My mom was smiling in my face Knowing my talent could carry me Thousands, islands, without a taste Thousands of 'em Smiling cause I love her But do y'all love us? What? [Hook] Carry on... Bunch of people talking, all them n***as playing, talking 'bout Carry on... What is y'all n***as talking 'bout, what is y'all saying? It's getting harder to... Carry on... And even though it may be hard to understand it Everybody say: "Ya got to carry on" Everybody say: "Ya got to carry on" [Verse 2] Wake up next to my blonde chick Like, being honest, I don't wanna live She's like: "You gotta be kidding me, you just got over this! You gotta sober up, quick!" I'm like: "NO! It isn't the liquor It isn't the swisher". Honestly, I don't fit in this picture I'm not who I thought I was I thought it was love, nothing but a bought buzz What the f** has humanity taught us? Starstruck when I look at people who love me It's all Charles but, there is the star Chuck. But y'all don't care about the C You only care about the 3 and never care about me Staring at myself in the mirror so proudly Sarcastically I speak! I pa** it on the beat (Charles Hamilton) Action for me, hear that clap then I speak [Hook] Carry on... Bunch of people talking, all them n***as playing, talking 'bout Carry on... What is y'all n***as talking 'bout, what is y'all saying? It's getting harder to... Carry on... And even though it may be hard to understand it Everybody say: "Ya got to carry on" Everybody say: "Ya got to carry on" [Verse 3] I'mma be real, I'm afraid of deadmau5 His head is full of mirrors When I look at him I can't see myself anymore clearer Than what you're hearing, right now Never understood his lifestyle Thousands, Millions, billions of people Staring at him and they feeling so gleeful Cause they can see themselves And I can't see the people for themselves They all got domain names, so strange But I came into the game to remove Your animosity, and anonymity Of admitting to me you truly like me For me without gossiping Are you watching me? Obviously not, B So, therefore, I'll go k** myself being sloppy Stumble onto a bed of spikes My head isn't right but Every night, I say I gotta... [Hook] Carry on... Bunch of people talking, all them n***as playing, talking 'bout Carry on... What is y'all n***as talking 'bout, what is y'all saying? It's getting harder to... Carry on... And even though it may be hard to understand it (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) Everybody say: "Ya got to carry on" Everybody say: "Ya got to carry on" Carry on... Bunch of people talking, all them n***as playing, talking 'bout Carry on... What is y'all n***as talking 'bout, what is y'all saying? It's getting harder to... Carry on... And even though it may be hard to understand it Everybody say: "Ya got to carry on" Everybody say: "Ya got to carry on" Carry on... Bunch of people talking, all them n***as playing, talking 'bout Carry on... What is y'all n***as talking 'bout, what is y'all saying? It's getting harder to... Carry on... And even though it may be hard to understand it Everybody say: "Ya got to carry on" Everybody say: "Ya got to carry on" [Outro] I'm not made to diss so... None of that Jesus sh**, I don't need to quit Goddamn!