Charles Hamilton - Musicsuicide lyrics

[Intro] Check, Check. Yo Sha-Leik man, sh** been crazy lately man. I already Know you know I've been having mad fun and sh** n***a Jimmy...hold on, let me light a bogie to this n***a, Jimmy said, "You know Charles, I'm not supposed to say this but Uhhh.. focus on making mixtapes man. Get your buzz crazy as you can" So I've been getting my buzz up and sh**. And you already know I've Been running into the old FD hoes right? Let me tell you something crazy. Enjoy this sh** Mic Check Tell a little story while I'm lighting a bogie, dig it? [Verse 1] She told me she was with him for a good minute Then she told me her name, not good is it? I said, "Nice to meet you, but f** is you talking about? I don't read you." She said, "I need release from this beat Called a lame a** boyfriend Everyday is the same, that's poison I'm a free spirit, I need experience, vibrant people Silent ego." She's such a rapper, always so focused "So I be f**ing his homies, I know he don't know it" All of this while I'm sipping my Rozay I've been licked this whole day I wasn't listening, no way She continued, " He thinks he can sing, but he really can't Think he fly in pink, like he's really Cam Spits me all of his lines as if I give a damn I write better every way, anyway. I give him a hand Then again he do be hitting the spots, sh**, not with his dick I mean the grip in his pocket." I interrupted, " Not to switch up the topic, but b**h why you jocking? This n***a ain't popping What's his name?" She said, "Charles Hamilton" I said, " I heard of the n***a. He signed to star land and sh**" She laughed I said, " What about him, you must love him All the f**ing fuss about him" She said, " He ain't nobody, he fooling you baby You gotta put his name then music when you Google him baby Other than that, Charles Hamilton Houston is displayed By the way, what's your name?" I said, "Music dear lady." Think about it.... [Hook/Outro] And all this sh**, all this sh** I gotta deal with man... (Consider this musicsuicide) Gotta worry about these f**ing rappers and sh** (Consider this musicsuicide) Gotta worry about me saying name to motherf**ers trying to k** me and sh** (Consider this musicsuicide) Yo Sha-Leik man, I won't go back to 43rd man I can't even get high no more without stressing the f** out man I get high in that building, n***a what, 18th floor n***a, I'm gonna jump n***a, sh** n***a I'm gonna call this sh** Musicsuicide man I feel like I am music, you know I gotta do mixtapes and sh** I know Jimmy ain't tell me to not do music and sh** n***a said, y'know what I mean, get your buzz up What the f** man? These mixtape rappers is k**ing me man, and I just became one Guess I'm k**ing myself now, huh? Why not? Pull the trigger and sh**, you feel me? So basically I'm just smoking this bogie, you know what I mean Get some cancer and sh** before I grab the pistol right quick Ya dig? Sha-Leik, you gon miss me when I'm dead n***a? That's f**ing whack, n***a shook his head n***a know I ain't dying