Charles Hamilton - All Alone part 2 lyrics

[Verse 1] Should of known I was being used But love is transparent, whats the sense of seeing through? Feels like I need abuse Beauty views me as a needle-proof fiend Addictive, Contagious, A drifter that lives in a maze Lifted from haze, Picturing days when b**hes wouldn't give me a hey Flippin' the page, to sit with the days I visit to get some inspira- I'm used to the tion(shun), 2nd nature Heaven made it so I can't escape the sun Log on, so I can get my blog on My truth is lonely cause' I speak the Doggone I'm a loner, followed by loners People who get publicly abused then apologize [Hook] Sometimes I feel like I am All Alone, All Alone Ain't got nobody I can Call my own, Call my own No matter where I go I Call it home, Call it home And if you feel the same then you ain't All Alone...Cause' I'm right here [Verse 2] He was the Outkast, no friends No window of escape from his zone-age He gravitated to the music that I made He was glad I made it, I befriended him I don't see myself as a star, I'm the sun I was scared to melt him from afar But He was cool, our friendship made him popular in school Not to be confused, he wrote down his favorite songs of mine I guess to be strong in mind, his insecurity reflected mine I respect him, why? The bond is real Sometimes I think he's on my heels But nah, he uses my songs to heal Which makes me strong as steel Why the fu*k would I need mainstream appeal? [Hook] [Verse 3] The boy said she was too fat She was too scared to eat in school, Whack Her father is a lot of broken promises And her mother's a subject that she don't bother with Not a virgin, but not proud After the n***a came, she was knocked down So she visits my blog to see what I say The parallels between her life and my day Wish I could take all of my listeners to space Where we can hawk loogies, and spit in n***as' faces Then play with the biggest Sega Genesis Forget the days we missed, decayed innocence The game isn't as dope as it looks, its dope Lookin' for more dopes to get hooked Before you cross-over I just hope that you look at the words that I wrote in this book [Hook] [Talking] Somebody hit me on twitter one day and said That, because all the sh** that I been goin' through in public That I ain't never gonna have no mainstream kinda...whatever That's the biggest bullsh** i've ever heard in my life I don't know how many times I'm goin to say it I don't be doin' this sh** so I can pop bottles and pour it on models and sh** Even if I have 5 fans, and I save 5 lives That's what's most important to me You can't tell me these people don't exist You can't tell me that, these are f*ckin' celebrities Disguising themselves as, fans Just do they can f*ck with my head I know my music has saved lives And I know I'm changing the world You can kiss my a** if you think otherwise Charles Hamilton, I'm done...n***a By the way I ain't never done Keep on doin' this sh** as long as I live