Charles Edison - Nights lyrics

[Verse 1] 3am, and I ain't even started this Somebody tell me where this evening's after party is I need somewhere new to use, where I can be ejected from Some new people with new toes for stepping on But for now, I'm doing shots until the bar is dry The game is on, I top the leaderboard because I started high I'm going in, I'm going in until I pa** out I'm down to f** up my life - I might as well start now So where's that girl from work, who's single cos' she's been hurt? I'm tryna use her self esteem to see what's underneath her shirt She told me "do what people our age are doing" So I'm acting like the next man, now everybody screwin' They say it don't suit me - please, just shoot me For wanting something easy, something raw, something sushi I'm making plans I never plan on seeing through Ain't that me through and through? Weren't that me when it was me and you? [Verse 2] Nasty manipulator, chronic pisstaker Damaging embarra**ment who vomits on his fifth Jaeger I lost my mind in a nightclub bathroom And haven't learned a lesson since I left my last cla**room I'm making scenes, acting up in all directions Missing my marks like rhetorical questions Cos' it's hard to know if anybody really gives a damn When all they've ever got me is boxes of Citalopram And I ain't take em' cos' they f** up my high And I ain't talking cos' you'll f** up my high So let's go get lost in house share Call it on, phone it in and tell em' that we're downstairs If that phone's off then pa** me another bottle Don't ask me when I'll be stopping, it's hard to be this dishonest I'm just tryna go strong, go for broke til' I stop Like the time I was so gone, I did coke with my boss Distorted debauchery - minus the extravagance Extorting me for more, I'm trying not to but she's adamant With girls who only stay until the mirrors wiped clean I've been told it's too far and I'm scared that it might be It's likely. It's frightening. Na, they're just saying that to spite me I feel like being myself might break me Trust me it's much easier if you hate me