Chapel - Fool's Gold lyrics

Oh tell me about the boy you love And how he's gonna save you from the hell you deserve You vandalized your past With achievements you're making But a splash of paint can be covered in weekday God show me what love feels like I've never felt it Was it the s** I gave The lies I told Mistakes I've made Or the bones I broke To hell with you Did I care too much Was I just too cold I messed it up Now I'm all alone To hell with you In the morning I take my daily dose of stress Black out just to make it through the day I wanna get drunk with my dead friends again Cuz they sure knew how to f*cking live Was it the s** I gave Or the lies I told Mistakes I've made Or the bones I broke To hell with you Did I care too much Was I just too cold I messed it up Now I'm all alone To hell with you To hell with me too As my hair recedes I still don't Know what's best for me I found god So people won't judge me For doing absolutely nothing