Chaotik - How I Feel lyrics

1st Verse If I tell you how I feel would u really believe me A bitter sweet life and nothin comes so easy Live in a greedy world, dishonest, displeasing Can you feel my pain, my heart is bleeding! Tearing, from all of the heartaches Hardships, hard times, how much can a heart take We all seem 2 love everything that we can't have If we can't have it then its probably real bad We convinced its good and remain horribly sad It seems so close yet impossible 2 grab The obstacles we pa** or we leave in the past Move drastically fast unsure of how to react Cryin inside, on the outside we laugh Afraid of who we are so we hid behind masks Never satisfied, always askin for change Am I losin my mind, or do you feel the same? 2nd Verse I love this life too much 2 ever watch her go She askin me 2 leave, I stay tellin her no! Im askin for one more, chance 2 work it out Promise 2 do good, no more times of doubt I'll never cheat or lie, thats not what Im about Jus wanna be comfortable, get mama a house We all need 2 eat, so I turn 2 the streets Stressin from losin sleep, Im in 2 deep! In seek of relief, nothin is how it seems Is this my reality? Do I live in a dream Or a nightmare, nothing is really clear Every morning I wake 2 see that she's still here I know that she still cares but we both stay in fear Broken in many ways in desperate need of repair Do I continue 2 fight for life in this confusion Blinded by light in my plight is this an illusion?