Chaotica - Prison Of Decay lyrics

Why me? What did I do? You're looking down on my back From your bird's-eye view. Do you like what you see... Silently judging me? Am I measuring up To what you thought I could be? Fine then, I'll play your game I'll be the ant in your farm On which you place blame. I will carry your cross Because you are the boss; I've got nothing to gain But the blame for my loss! I'd make a break for it But I can't run away, I'm going to be stuck Inside of here everyday. I'm just a piece of trash That someone threw away, I'm doing time in your Prison of Decay. Help me out - I'm trapped And I don't want to stay, For God's sake Does it look like I will be okay? I'm only in here 'Cause I chose to disobey, You're the one who built my Prison of Decay. I will find my own way; You know if I made the rules I'd be inclined to stay - But you are in control Because you bought my soul, And now I'm falling inside Of a bottomless hole. Jump hoops, tapping the dance - You sent me into the pit Without a fighting chance. Yes I want to prevail But I'm destined to fail, I cannot spread my wings When I'm locked in your jail! Give up - I'm giving in, I don't see any possible Way I can win. Because of the neglect I've become a reject, And now everything else In my life is all wrecked. What now? I'm down on my back. Do you really think I've got The stamina to attack? Look I'm beaten and bruised And I'm broken and used. I hope that I've amused 'Cause I'm feeling abused!