Chancellorpink - Shudder lyrics

I never was the guy you never had that look of love for me in your eye but still i bled for you did you know that every single drop was true? i swear by god he created me for you the smile you gave another it still can make me shudder the doctors make me breathe but they don't have your phone number hidden up their sleeve so once a day i ask them please to cut the cord yeah, i'm sick i'm sick of falling on this sword the kiss you gave another still can make me shudder i lie in bed i'm sleeping off a case of beer you don't care that i'm lying here the vow you made another it always makes me shudder