[Verse 1] Yea , What i feels is , no matter how i want to be real this World is never gonna treat this Single person to meet his World in which he's rich With his own conscience And all of his ideals that are real This is what i feel , and what i learnt over this years That you are alone in this world , nobody's ever gonna love u like yourself So i believe in myself , and turn away from this world To make a new world , in which i can be the one Who can make decisions and ready to pay for the one And whenever i put myself in this situation In which i can be good , and better and i can walk on a ladder To even turn to be better , than what i am now And what i aim now is for the moons and stars Not even the girls and the cars I'd rather put on a scar , on my face Than turn to be a menace This is my race , and my world I'll drive it till the end , they think i pretend To be the one i never was They tryna know the reason for the cause But what about the mind that i loss While breaking the barriers that i cross But they never knew the real me They just know my name And they pretend , like i'm freaking stereotype And i when i flip the words now They're like Are u the same person i knew I'm like yea this is me , whom u never knew [Verse 2] Yea , what about that the feeling that i have in my mind I just need to spit out of my mouth Sometimes i doubt That what if it hurts Somebody i love But what i can't do , is the same mistake that i had , Made So i did it , i'm not regret of it I'm just doing what i supposed to do I just need a hand to walk these miles , Alone i guess i can't do But I gotta realize , O God !! Ur so unfair U just lost my feelings , somewhere in the air I can't even find it right now My last wish for u and i need u to vow That never give someone a fate like me U will never find someone who have faith like me I'm just a douchbag , who need to understand That Glad U got this life of a human Don't blame god ,Guess you deserve be an option [Verse 3] But what i know , That i'll grow Till the day i'll be in the row Of hell , O Well , I know U God U didn't have place fo me in heaven But I'm Gonna make this life my heaven I don't need your place I'm Happy with my race Between my rage and my crying face One day i'll rest in peace At that day at least Please let my soul meet Those whom you feel My love is real