Mindless confusions spiritual depressions Sophisticated mental detestation Through the secret diary of inhuman mind Blasted lust visions of perverse urge Erased, forgotten, lifeless Compulsive memories of internal disownency Thinking of the falling one circle of broken ecstasy Vanished feelings controls me, senseless decapitation Dusk to illusions suspended perspective of morbid life Pathetic solutions devoured and shapeless Suffer through the filthy ecstasy of repulsive despondency Dissointed ma** of decomposed inner decease