Celluloide - Still Here lyrics

Sometimes I wish I was blind I'd like to lose my mind And fly through the time Sometimes I wish you were blind Just like an excuse I find To forgive your crime Do you think I'm still here? I just want to stay clear Do you think I'll be near I can't refrain a tear Do you think I'm still here? Sometimes I wish I was mad And leave it all behind And never turn back Sometimes I wish it was bad I wish I couldn't remind The courage I lack