Celestial Crown - A Wish lyrics

I try to imagine that you are here But it's just delusion you were not here Too many wounds you afflict upon me Your love was nothing you will soon see This is my lovelorn rhapsody is k**ing me It is my depression of you and it's too k**ing me I often see a flight of a lone dove With his wings spread he flies in the sky above As he I want to be free to fly away from you But I have no wings my dream can't come true So let me close my eyes for-good Two dying roses you will see in blood They will show you my way sky-high And you will see why I still want to die Why I still want to die... I feel the sunset of my life Too young to die Still I feel my God He often sighs His tears fall on me from his sky A wish to be with him I wish to die-I wish to die So let me close my eyes for-good Two dying roses you will see in blood They will show you my way sky-high And you will see why I still want to die To die with hope to leave this place Never to see your laughable face To die in the night never to see A crying angel bleeding in me A crying angel (My crying angel) This is my suicidal angel k**ing me Living in me!!! [Spring 97]