And breathing's overrated, storm chasing and it's getting later I used to lover her now I hate her, she's a brain raider Falling in a crater, of lost memories I'm so out of hand I don't even f** with me I'm goin' trippin', drunk and slippin', sleepin' in ditches Switchin' prescriptions, bangin' a random hoe and itchin' I don't give a flyin' faeces, I ain't one with the human species Slappin' the nurse, tryin' to up my C-C's I fall apart, take all my pain, turn it into art Blowin' up a K-Mart and blame it all on Mozart f** I'm surprised I got a deal, every two hours I take a pill That's where I'm at, it's all surreal I got imaginary friends, an imaginary life An imaginary wife and a real knife Out of here by next weekend Hung over on the dresser with my brain leakin' And I run away from the light of day I am not okay, my soul's a misery I think I'm losin' my mind I'm whacked out, on jack and blacked out Trapped in a crackhour full of d-d-d-d-d-doubt I got guilt to the hilt, I fight tears and fears Been out for ten years, hit a big bump off the mirror Find me at www dot, I came to trouble you dot Come here motherf**er, take your best shot Suicidal, got a lot of demons to fight, I'll Probably sit in a chair and put my mouth around a rifle I feel abused to lose the blues I'll bring my booze, I'm in the who's who's And dope fiends and floozies in the land Preparing for news, these n***as are never choosy The morning sun is like a sledgehammer to the forehead And I'm barely here Look in the mirror everyday and slowly disappear Been through a million and 67 emotions in my short career Riddle I fear Staggered out in the street, fall off a cliff, f** it And I run away from the light of day I am not okay, my soul's a misery [Cee-Lo] My heartbeat is racin' Even though I'm standin' still I can't stop storm chasin' I stole a shell casin' So close to overdose the night and day hurts my eyes Wishin' my d**h could be a surprise My life should be more than four walls and a floor But that's all that is mine, God, give me a sign Cause I'm tryin' and dyin' at the same time I'm not hesitatin', just waitin' [Big Gipp] Heck yeah, comin' with the flurry And like the spice up in your throat I get ya chokin' like that curry Somethin' bout the police and them lights that get me worried Made a lap up on that ba*tard in a hurry Flyin' from the spirits so I got a story The dude that taught me how to rap was Ray Murray It's all I can do, still it's filled with no glory Top the k**er red out at 2:30 And I run away from the light of day I am not okay, my soul's a misery