CCC-P - Smile lyrics

I'll tell you for 30 years that I love you Look at nobody but you Breathe the scent of a Christmas Without you... Let me carry this burden Of a thousand miles To make you happy Without you... I feel sick Flying at the speed of light I miss your touch Your hips and your arms and your hair Please cut me... Wishing things would change Wanting you to go the other way I never cast you out Please cut me... I feel sick Something about her keeps my skies clear Messages to you don't change your mind We'll always have a chance if you give it We'll always be together if you try My only lamentation Was pushing you away So I let go Don't forget about The love we shared Don't go My younger self, please change Grow into the better man I am today If this is how it has to be, I'll burn JUST STAY I FEEL SICK (STAY) I FEEL SICK (SIC)