VERSE 1 Takin' strides like my breath is fresh Yea I'm fine cause my exes left Laptop up on my shelf, make what's less the best Smokin' shake like a etcha sketch Tell me when the next connect flight to L.A is Listened to Swelly Express while I was faded Puffin' on some dank sh** Some say I changed, nah, I just get the way it is And life's a game so I play and pick I got my eyes on the run, rise like the sun cause there's one way up It's either high or you're done I chose the sleazy route Yea, it's easy now, my whole team smile Yeah, we so cheesy now People say, "Cayman where you been? Tell the truth" I've been telling my whole life with a pen in the booth And I switched up when J. threw me the loop Man, thank God for the big homie Chukes, we saved the day, baby VERSE 2 She said "What you ride for?" I said "This, I die for it" Get off the pedestal, you feel to jaded on that high-horse Step right down, you swore you'd never leave and break me off your heart, I swear I have a piece It's all I ever wanted Live deep and in the moment I'm lying on my knees Praise God for my atonement These people all around me, yea I'm feeling so lonely Lost in the memories, save me please, I'm zoning So turn off the lights, turn off the lights For the darkest of days, and the coldest of nights For the longest of winters and those demons that we fight For our dreams that we follow when the goals are out of sight If I could rewind time, I would do it all again Change is a b**h, New chapter begins A couple months later, tryna' clean up the spilt milk, but sometime it don't make sense like a fifth wheel You feel?