[Intro] All I ever wanted was a life that I made Uh, sometimes all you ever need is someone to believe [Verse 1] There were nights where I would go and blow the pa**ion out and there were nights where I had barely any rational Times when I had almost put that capsule down, said f** it to the bullsh** Yea that's why I'm rapping now Inspired by dark visions and abandonment Blind man carries my pride, don't know which hand it's in My happiness is forced, call me Anakin I'm far from being fake Half these rappers now are mannequins Yea I'm real that's why I called it How I'm getting so much notice, nowadays they think I bought it I will be a success I promised cause I thought it To be honest all this stress from trying to make it is psychotic [Hook] All i ever wanted was a life that I made Uh, sometimes all you ever need is someone to [blame?] Last night me and bae split, I'm aid less Chillin' with myself and all the people that I came with The one's I bring with, who going through the same sh** The one's I told em', I can make just more of being Cayman Well tell me how, I don't know, I got problems and the majority of them, I don't show I'm so stuck inside my past Just count the empty bottles, paint the world with just my craft to cover up old fossils Feelin' like my life has been, f** this Vicodin Squinting at the world like I got smoke inside my eye again Notice that this rope around my neck needs to be tightened again Cause all my old friends see my change and won't be tight again That's a reality check, cotton old Cayman so long, my allergies left Stole my heart last night, that's artery theft and broken in a days time, b**h you ought-a be decked [Hook]