Cavin - To Myself (Snippet) lyrics

[Verse 1 : Cavin] I'm not lettting my emotions spill I guess I'm supposed to tell you how I feel Nothing is going right for everybody else I can't believe that I am unleashed, Jet Li's wealth I'm new to everything in the world of nothing This is supposed to be the land of the free with opportunity I never see the realization, cause I want to live in californication I want to see the world, but I can't if I have a lot to unfurl I guess people want something dumbed down I guess everything shouldn't have a positive message now But f** it, I'mma do it anyway cause these kids need a better way to think about it I'm talking about the world Kunta Kinte, took his roots and he escaped I think, I never really seen the show All I know is that everyone talk about him cause that's all they know I should pa** this to someone else Or keep it to myself I don't know probably Steph this song Or keep everything in till I get along I never really felt this strong I got a gameplan I think if I do this right, then it'd be the promised land Some think I should stop rapping Cause they can't believe that this is happening I don't need your opinion I know how to get my music right and it's through suspicion