Catch Business - ​how to stand up lyrics

i'm about to tell you what to do i don't mean to second guess expressions only antagonize the no longer uninformed and always deconstructed i define feelings but i don't mean to scare you like you scare me now there are two of us on this sweat soaked chair i keep leaning forward heavy handed and too heady to stand up on my own when you say she suffers from A Cute Depression i consider Your Intentions i never recognized my sk** sets on my own performing under the pressure of the Same Old Scenery let me submit to you let me be the way you want let me find a comfortable position for this bent neck to rest pretending not to hear sounds other people make little sirens moving oceans a**uring i'm safe if you only knew how hard i made it for my self conscious insecurities as a meltdown under the sun's orbit tone i muted to say you still love her i can't find a way to love my self i can only find these words i don't think i'm going to give because this is not a love poem this is the way we look at each other when neither of us know how to stop shouting