CASH L3WIS - Rebirth lyrics

[VERSE #1] I feel dizzy, like I'm not sober stumbling through life, about to fall over as i grow older, the world grows colder life is like a boulder, sitting on my shoulders & over & over again, I've been told ta' stop dreaming & grow up, that I'll never blow up so i fold up my spirit, thinkin maybe you're right packed away my whole life that night, i couldn't fight but no matter how far i get, below the ground the pit - that i lay in, will still emanate sound cuz now, in the dark is where i find myself & my mouth is but a spark to ignite & melt any surrounding around me, I'm drowning HELP! two hundred 30lb weights hang around my belt & though i sink from the sea shelf, to the sea floor you will feel my verbal C4, on the seashore [HOOK] I know what I was born to do give me to each and all of you the good - the bad, the ugly truth hate or love me thats up to you [VERSE #2] its been three years since I had to pay three years since a Tech N9ne crowd booed me off stage but that's the consequence of being unprepared to play so I've been hibernatin, workin-waitin for the day to redeem myself in the eyes of a fan I'm setting aside pride and becoming a man i got my hoodie up - hat low, mic in my hand ready to import support, anywhere that i can- so understand the man i am today is still under development I'm not a demon but I'm far away from heaven sent tormented & bent by underlying sentiments s**ing out my endorphins, while a**isting in my decent & i resent tense moments i tend to present as a defense covering up emotional dents & yes i understand that some of them will mirror this cuz its survival of the fittest & wittiest lyricist [HOOK] I know what I was born to do give me to each and all of you the good - the bad, the ugly truth hate or love me thats up to you [VERSE #3] So if this is the beginning & this is the first inning my fist - and my wrist - will persist, until I'm winning you wish i wasn't grinning, while I'm k**ing your dreams cuz you're pissed that I'm excelling while rebelling your team but - this ain't about you, this about me this is my life that i record onto CD i freely speak over beats, & I breathe deeply as i rise to my feet i accept the challenge, I'm ignoring defeat because the only one to beat in this game is me & all the people tryna hinder me, i don't see because a scared little quitter, i will not be i will not cease, i will not flee i will not rap, i will emcee i will not lose, i won't avert i welcome you, to my flow rebirth [HOOK] I know what I was born to do give me to each and all of you the good - the bad, the ugly truth hate or love me thats up to you