Carson Schmidt - Done lyrics

I'm done with all the lights I'm done with all the glitter and balloons I'm done with the night I'm done with people telling me what's wrong and who's right I'm done with all the pain I'm done with all the people cursing my name I'm done with the fear I'm done wishing I had someone near And I bear the weight And I pretend I'm moving on And I ignore the shame But it's never really gone Beautiful things haunt me in my dreams and I need a release Things I can't get close to things I try to run to but they seem further away So I'm done I'm done Trying to be someone whoI'm not Trying to be someone who's not forgotten and lost I'm so lost