Carson Lueders - Holy Grail lyrics

You'd take the clothes off my back And I'd let you You'd steal the food right out my mouth And I'd watch you eat it I still don't know why, why I love you so much, oh You curse my name, in spite to put me to shame Have my laundry in the streets, dirty or clean Give it up for fame But I still don't know why, why I love it so much And baby, it's amazing I'm in this maze with you I just can't crack your code One day you screaming you love me loud The next day you're so cold One day you here, one day you there, one day you care You're so unfair sipping from your cup Till it runneth over, Holy grail blue told me Remind you n***as f** that sh** y'all talking bout I'm the n***a caught up in all these lights and cameras but look What that sh** did to Hammer Goddammit it I like It bright lights is enticing but look what it did to Tyson All that money in one night thirty mill for one fight But soon as all the money blows all the pigeons take flight f** the fame, keep cheating on me what I do, I took her back Fool me twice that's my bad, I can't even blame her for that Enough to make me wanna murder Momma please just get my bail I know nobody to blame Kurt cobain, I did it to myself And we all just entertainers And we're stupid and contagious And we all just entertainers And baby, it's amazing I'm in this maze with you I just can't crack your code One day you screaming you love me loud The next day you're so cold One day you here, one day you there, one day you care You're so unfair sipping from your cup Till it runneth over, Holy Grail Now I got tattoos on my body, psycho b**hes in my lobby I got haters in the paper, photo shoots with paparazzi Can't even take my daughter for a walk see em by The corner store, I feel like I'm cornered off Enough is enough, I'm calling this off who the f** I'm kidding though I'm getting high, sitting low sliding By in that big body curtains all in my window This fame hurt but this chain works I think back you Asked the same person if this is all you had to deal with n***a deal with, this sh** ain't work This light work camera snapping, my eyes hurt n***as dying back where I was birthed f** your IRIS and the IRS get the hell up off Your high horse you got the sh** that n***as die for, dry yours Why you mad, take the good with the bad Don't throw the baby out with the bath water You still alive, still that n***a n***a you survived You still getting bigger n***a Living the life, Vanilla wafers in a villa, illest n***a alive Michael Jackson's Thriller And baby, it's amazing I'm in this maze with you I just can't crack your code One day you screaming you love me loud The next day you're so cold One day you here, one day you there, one day you care You're so unfair sipping from your cup Till it runneth over, Holy Grail You get the air out my lungs whenever you need it And you take the blade right out my heart Just so you can watch me bleeding I still don't know why Why I love you so much, yeah Don't know why..