Carry Your Ghost - Family Matters lyrics

Father and son, the bond I never had. But looking back now, I can only be glad. I never knew you you never knew me in your presence you bring other shame in your absence I'll forever reign don't pretend that you've lived a life of hardhips cause I can see the truth a bottomfeeder living off the dreams of others I am better off without you you selfish piece of sh** when will you finally see you have no f**ing right to call me your family I sat and watched as I lost all I had known another wasted youth from another broken home so tell me is this what you want? is this what you want? the boy that was never heard is the monster that I face I'm losing control I cannot escape the fact that everytime I look in the mirror I see your face your son will not be the same no as time goes on, there's one thing I can say being let down is getting to me father and son, the bond I never had