Career Soldiers - Finding Freedom lyrics

I despise this world, I can't take this life I wish I was never born I'm already in f**ing hell With nothing worth living for There is, there is, no hope Nothing's left but thoughts of depression and hate Feelings I battle daily, you will never relate I feel so empty I'm waiting for my last breath To liberate me from this horrible mess There is no future, yes I know this But we find freedom, in this hopelessness People won't stop the lies and betrayal it's a fact Through these eyes the whole world has turned pitch black Since day one I've had orders shoved down my throat From my teachers, politicians, enemies, and foes There is, there is, no hope My enemy is so big, I feel so weak I'm not going far my future's looking bleak I'll grasp on to what little life I have left And search for freedom in this life of hopelessness