Cardinal Sin - Request To Rest lyrics

Strange thoughts blazing through my head A nether darkness is where I've been led The world has nothing to offer me Sometimes I think i wasn't meant to be Is it attention? Is it love I want? Or is it the end pleading in my heart? My will is weakened by my disbelief d**h could be my only hope for relief There's no other way for me to turn Confussion and sorrow is all I've earned My life has been a total waste of time A slice of the razor and I'll be fine Crying out Pleading out Heard is no sound Life to choose Win to lose Straight to the burial mound request to rest to end my sorrow Request to rest No tomorrow In pain I dwell My life Is hell Hatred Now my eyes only see red All the pain that I've been fed Why can't anybody care For you and me Nothing is clear Why am I here? Who'll dry my tear? No! I got no right to take my life No other answer but to fight Will not give in Someday I'll win, because we must fail to get it right We don't choose to be born Much less when to die We're not to decide It's just one life to live Don't throw it away Love will find it's way